Three Years, Five Months

Just noticed that my original post a few weeks back didn't show up. Definitely didn't forget. Now that ball season is in full force, it brings back a ton of great memories. If we weren't at a ballgame, we were in the backyard playing ball, boy do I miss those days and cherish them so much. We often talk about those days and I can remember them like it was yesterday. I'm glad we didn't have the things that are available to kids now. We had so much more fun and awesome memories. Miss you so much bro! Go Blue!

Three Years, Four Months

The nice weather is rolling around and as I look at my back yard, I can't help but remember how we all use to play ball in our yard as kids. We played so much that you could actually see the outline of a baseball field. Then there was the many dents in the side of the house. Boy, what I wouldn't give to go back to those days. Love and miss you more than ever Scooter! Go Blue!!

Three Years, Three Months

Not an hour goes by where I still don't think of Jason. I often talk to him and just know that he can hear me. I will always see his face and hear his voice. Miss you more than ever bro, GO BLUE!

Three Years, Two Months

There are days when I miss you most of all
Like watching football in the winter and fall.
Your smile I see in the mirror everyday
This brotherly resemblance goes a long way.
I miss your laughter when I watch the things we enjoyed,
And I hear your laughter in the wind and it brings me joy.
Though you’re not in sight, I see your face every night.
That gleaming smile shined bright like the stars above,
And I still feel all your love.
It saddens me that you’re gone from me,
But you left behind such wonderful memories.

Love and miss you little brother! Go Blue!!

Three Years, One Month

Merry Christmas Jason! Thought of you often today and the many Christmas days we spent together. You were definitely here with us throughout the day. Love and miss you. Go Blue!

Remembering You
Upon this day I reminisce
with much sadness and regret.
The loss of my beloved
brother and close friend.

It's been three years of longing
wishing you'd return to me.
For though you left three years ago
I cannot set you free.

Emotions, they are raw today
I'm simply torn apart.
For hollow, wrenching feelings
tear apart this very heart.

An emptiness, that's deeper than
the oceans fill my soul.
A painful hunger bites my
inner self beyond control.

I see you as I turn each step
I watch for you each day.
Little brother, I miss you so
much more than words can say.

I'm thankful for the times we shared
and the priceless memories too.
For those memories are a comfort now when I lovingly ~
Remember You.

Go Blue!
Your brother forever,
Eric

Three Years

Wow, I can't say it enough, it is hard to believe it has been three years already. The pain has not gone away, nor has Jason's presence. I still constantly think of him, sometimes with a tear, sometimes with a laugh. He will never be forgotten and we will get justice for both victims. Love and miss you more than ever little brother. Go Blue!